I have a theory when it comes to casinos and baseball. It is based on my personal experience on how the cards fall compared to my abilities. When I pitch poorly I win money. When I pitch good I lose money. The universe must think I pitched okay so far because the casino received my deposit.
After the Staten Island trip we came back and played their crosstown rivals the Brooklyn Cyclones. The Cyclones have a similar record as we do and it was good to see how we stacked up against a fellow team in the bottom of the standings. We won all three games. Two of them were high drama games. On the second game of the series we went extra innings and we won on a walkoff catchers interference. With the new rules in baseball you have to allow a base runner a clear lane to slide into home. Their catcher did not.
The following game, which I pitched in, was 10-2 when I came out and we ended up holding on for a 10-7 victory with the bases loaded. I did okay in my appearance. I felt like I made good adjustments compared to my previous outing. I wasn't leaving the ball all over the place and was consistently in the zone more. I gave up a few first pitch knocks that were lame but besides that it felt good. I had a 2nd and 3rd with 1 out that I ended up stranding both of those runners. Then in my second inning of work I had a quick inning including a strikeout.
My strikeouts have been a bright spot for me this year. Without at least one or two an inning I'm not sure how I would still be here. I was talking with a AA rehab guy about the situation. He agreed that if I do well and get guys out then it can be written off as well I'm older I should do well. If I struggle, then it looks a lot worse than struggling at a higher level. I am going to go with doing well then letting the front office decide on how it looks on paper. If the velocity I have is there and my slider is there and working then I think that will translate to when I go back to Salem.
I've been replaced on the roster with an imposter. When I saw that my number was being worn it bummed me out. It was one of the things that kept me positive knowing that my jersey was waiting for me when I go back to Salem. It also gives me motivation to get back to Salem asap so I can reclaim my number. I have been keeping up with their games every now and then and I am ready for the playoff push. It doesn't bode well for me when there have been roster opportunities and I wasn't chosen to appear back on the Salem roster. A righty reliever goes down and I think to myself geez if only there was a relief pitcher somewhere already on the roster that could be summoned to pitch. That situation is out of my control I know that.
As far as the trade deadline goes there have been three pitchers from the Salem roster traded away in the last week. We had one starter and two relievers traded away. Does this open a spot for my return? That is a question for someone else to decide because just like everything else around here it is out of my control. I would like think that I would be at the top of the list of guys that they'd consider to finish out the season where I started. I also know that my opportunity was wasted and I pitched myself off the roster. I went into today hoping that something would be said to me when I got to the field but nothing pre game. Let's hope it's a post game conversation. If they bring up two different relievers to fill those holes then to me it solidifies the thoughts that the Red Sox are moving on and keeping me here just to have someone in Lowell with no intentions of bringing back. My uninspiring pitching in Lowell hasn't strengthened my case either. Also, if I end up going back I better walk the talk because I've been talking a lot of improving and contributing.
We finished our three game sweep in dramatic fashion on Saturday. The next series started up on Sunday which is how the league works. A lot of three game series. The trip this week is down here in Connecticut to play the Tigers. Their ballpark is an older one which our coaches said nobody comes out to games. Maybe it's the Connecticut fan base.
It looks like a good ballpark to me. We had to use two relievers the first day and still have a few guys left to throw in the rotation. One issue we have is that we have new draft guys who start games but only throw 1-2 innings which means the bullpen covers the rest of the game. Always exciting seeing guys get their first professional innings and experiences under their belt. The guys who haven't felt the cold sting of pro life yet.
It is almost August which blows my mind. I've thrown the most innings I have ever had in a season which is nice. Although it's been the worst one I've had yet. I thought about the other day in 3 appearances which totaled 2 innings I surrendered 9 runs. That'll hurt the overall outlook on the season. Especially as a reliever. This is the final month of the season, and then a few games left in September. If I end up back in Salem there is a chance that I will be in the playoffs. It would be sweet to win a championship. Another outside possibility is instructional league, but that is usually geared toward the younger crowds. Right now I'm going to be the best Lowell Spinner I can be.
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