Arkansas – Week Twelve and Thirteen

My old stomping grounds and first road trip with Wichita is in the books. The opponent for the first week of the two week road trip is the Arkansas Travelers members of the Seattle Mariners organization.

I was looking forward to heading to Arkansas because I have had success against them in the past. Although these are all new hitters it is a comfort level knowing when I am on their field I have pitched here before with success. It is also fun being the salted veteran who tries to give knowledge to the pitching staff about the ballpark in Little Rock.

A bonus of this trip was seeing an old friend of mine Matt Pierpont who I met with the Colorado Rockies. He was acting as the interim pitching coach for the Travelers. The longer I play the more people I meet and know in this small world of baseball.

It was hot

I’m not fact checking myself but the game I threw in first in Arkansas was the first game I contributed to a shutout. When I came into the game it was 1-0 in the 7th inning. I promptly walked the leadoff hitter which is exactly what you want to do when you come into a 1-0 ballgame. I haven’t been the best this year with walking guys but I trust the stuff enough to work out of a jam. I went 1.2 innings and we won 4-0 because it started pouring rain the second I came out of the game. The game officially ended in a shutout and the first one I had been apart of.

My second appearance came in the Sunday heat. The heat index was 108° and there wasn’t a cloud in the sky. We had a bullpen day on Saturday the night before and as far as fresh relievers I was one of the only ones available. In my mind I knew I was pitching and I was going to have to carry multiple innings if possible. It is different than what I was used to in Amarillo or Reno. The more reps the better is how I always look at it.

I went the farthest I had gone in a while going 2.1 and I was cruising until I went out for my third inning. I’m not going to say no and hindsight to say hey if I didn’t throw that extra inning my numbers would look better. The series ended with us on top 4-2 in six games and extending our lead in the division. If we are going to be here until middle of September we might as well win it is the attitude around here.

The second leg of our trip was to Springdale, Arkansas to play the Northwest Arkansas Naturals the AA affiliate of the Kansas City Royals. This is the only stadium I didn’t travel to in 2019 and it is always nice to travel to a new stadium and experience what it has to offer.

Naturals
Naturals

This series was not kind to pitchers. The first game we put up 20 or so runs and each game of the series was high scoring. I threw on Sunday in Little Rock which meant my next outing wouldn’t be until later in the week. It seems most of the rotation here goes on rest and I had the most coming in to Friday. I knew I would be first up out of the pen and was ready to go when they called.

My action came when we were down in the 4th inning with bases loaded and one out. My first time coming in with runners in scoring position and the earliest I had come into a game. I got a groundball that ended in a fielders choice and then another ground ball to get out of the inning. Letting 1 of 3 score isn’t the absolute best but also I’m proud of it and I’m sure the starter appreciates 1 of 3.

In typical reliever fashion I went back out and gave up a home run of my own runners but I finished that inning and even went out for another. The team needed me to get them to the 7th inning and I did it. I’m proud of that even though runners scored and I showed I’ll bounce back. It is typical baseball being out there and you can throw 45 good pitches and that one mistake gets hit. The hitters here get paid to play and they are professional too.

When I am out there and something like that happens I’m always curious how I look from an outsider perspective. I asked a teammate after my outing how my mound presence was and he said it looked like I’m just chillin. No emotion. Which is the way to go. I know internally out there sometimes I have shaky knees or my heart is racing, but when my deliver starts all that fades. It is similar to the crowd noise. Between pitches I can hear people yelling but during the pitch it is nothing. It has been easier for me to make adjustments between each pitch which I know people say don’t worry about mechanics on the mound but it is more about a mindset adjustment. Then the mechanics follow.

I’ve enjoyed my time in Wichita so far and after three weeks I am starting to understand the plan. It boils down to throwing strikes, a mechanical adjustment or two, and creating a consistent profile on my fastball. The thing is until this year nobody has had a concrete plan and closed the feedback loop. Everywhere else I’ve been it’s been hey do this do that but then when it came time to implement the plan with data the coaches couldn’t bridge the gap. I think that’s been the big change for baseball lately as more and more teams are implementing technology.

What else I like is the two pitching coaches to bounce ideas off of instead of the same coach seeing you each day. I’m not saying the Twins have a magic bullet to fix me. In the end I need to be proactive and make the changes and implement the plan. It really is up to me now as they gave me the blueprint and the technology to do it.

Sweaty

What is next for the Wind Surge? We head home to play the Midland Rockhounds, who I debuted against this year with Amarillo. I’m excited to keep this playoff push going as we have seven weeks left in the season or 42 games. How nice would it be if Reno continues their success and I contribute to the success here for two rings in one season? I haven’t contributed to a ring chase in a while.

Seven weeks and 42 to go which means no more messing around. It is August and a new month and as people have been saying, the final full month of the AA season. Very exciting times! Thank you again to everyone who is following along and I’m looking forward to the next update.

It’s not a comeback, I never left – Week ??

I think my spirit animal is a cockroach. A cat. An opossum. I am not sure which one fits the bill entirely and perhaps I am a mash up of both.

As my posts indicated I had a rough time in Reno. I thought I was ready to take on the challenge and the challenge reminded me I was not ready. I had some good moments sure but overall it was not productive.

Tacoma

Fourth of July weekend in Tacoma was fun and the team played well, unfortunately for me I did not play well. What I did do during the series is turn 30 which solidified me as an Abuelo on the team. I’m AAA being 30 is not as uncommon but I like the Abuelo nickname for my grey beard.

I thought about writing and reflecting on everything in Tacoma but it doesn’t matter at this point. If anything I’d like to move on from it and turn the page to better things. I always have this inkling of when a team will say hey thanks but no thanks let’s move on. To me that is better than keeping you around with no chance of moving up. I said it in 2015 with the Braves and I still believe it now.

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When the team returned to Reno I had the feeling my days were very limited. I hadn’t pitched well. I had a few opportunities to show them I still had some value but with the way the big club is playing they were making moves left and right. I am thankful for the opportunity with the Diamondbacks because I met great people I’ll be friends with going forward. If there is one thing I’ve seen in baseball is that I’ll run into the same guys multiple times either as a teammate or as an opponent going forward.

The weekend and days following the release from Reno were quick and blurry. My mom was in town for the homestand so that plan went out the window right away. I thought originally to give it a day or two to situate and then we would fly back, but then I saw a midnight flight to Chicago that got us home around 11 am the next day. I had never flown overnight like that, but Friday into Saturday was flying and a long nap.

When I woke up Saturday I had a few texts and calls from various places but the biggest one was from the Minnesota Twins. They wanted me to come in to fill a spot in AA. Same league as Springfield and Amarillo. Who knows how many teams I’ll play for in this league before it’s said and done. The Twins wanted me to fly into Wichita on Monday and be ready to rock on Tuesday.

I wanted to spend a few more days at home because something wasn’t right with my pitching and I couldn’t figure it out. I wanted to make sure if I did commit somewhere else that I would be in the right state of mind to get the job done. In my short time at home, shoutout K’s Academy, we had a nice game of catch and talked about the issues and what was going on. There were some mechanical flaws that I had going on and couldn’t feel right away, and more than anything it gave me confidence that when I do things correctly I am ready to rock and get back to what I was doing in Amarillo.

After the pit stop at home it was onto joining the team in Wichita. I got lucky because my friend Adam Lau is on this team and we played together in 2017. Always nice to see a friendly face on day one and have someone to show you the ropes of a new team.

My first with Wichita went well by all accounts. My first appearance was less than ideal but I was still ruminating and the second outing was much much better and more in line with what I want to be doing on the mound. I want to believe that the team has a plan for me and after talking with both pitching coaches I believe they have a good plan. It is always up to me as the player to get it done and make the pitches and put the plan into place, but them having my back helps.

At this point in the season and my career I know what I have to do, now it’s doing it. I’ve gotten more chances than most guys and their buddies get combined. Which tells me there is something there and it is time I start believing it. Heck I don’t even have to believe it just fake believe it when I’m out there and fake it till I make it.

Cool Uniform

I’m entering my sixth organization on the fly. If I play for a team in the AL West I will have hit all six MLB organizations. If I had pitched the first two days in Amarillo I could have been the first guy to pitch against and for the Wind Surge. The trivia questions are writing themselves. My claim to fame so far in Wichita is my grip strength. I have claimed the top spot on the leaderboard and now I am a part of Wind Surge lore forever.

The long and short of the last few weeks is that I have been given another chance. A fresh start. I told the coaches here they are catching me at my lowest point and they said it doesn’t matter because I am here now and that is what matters to them. I will let them see what they want to see and do my best to reward their investment.

The team and I will be in Arkansas for the next two weeks to play the Travelers and the Naturals. I have been to Little Rock but not Springdale so a new place to explore and experience.

Thank you again to everyone who has been keeping up with me and I apologize for the delay. I’m excited to report on the newest chapter with the Twins.

Reno – Week Nine

I remind myself that baseball is fun.

The Sacramento Rivercats are the AAA of the San Francisco Giants. It was my first time in California and California was unkind to me.

I was looking to bounce back from my outing on Tuesday against the Rockies and show the squad that it was a hiccup. I even shaved my beard because clearly it wasn’t me that was making bad pitches it was the beard!

Bullpen View

I came into the game on Sunday, another day game, and when it was all said and done I had 4 more runs on me. I’m not sure if I was rushing everything if I wasn’t focused if I wasn’t mentally ready or what but it was bad. I’ve always wondered how guys can be a .400 hitter in the minors then go up to the MLB and can’t buy a hit. Here I am crushing AA but struggling hard in AAA so far. It is the same game and the mound isn’t closer or farther away then it has been before.

The positives from my outing were that I finished the inning. If it was my last inning with the team I told myself to finish this inning and show them I’m not a punk who will give up. I came back with a pop out and two strike outs to finish the inning. The last strikeout was against a guy named Mitchell so I was very focused on getting him out to prove on that day I am the true Mitchell.

I’m famous

If there is ever a time not to be struggling and overthinking it is when you get promoted to the highest level you’ve been at. There goes Mitchell, physically talented as anyone but hasn’t gotten out of his own way. When I think about this stuff and where I’ve gone in my career it is easy for to say “well everyone gets to AAA it is no accomplishment to be here” is my default. Then I think back to how I was never supposed to make it this far as someone who never pitched. My seventh anniversary of signing my contract was June 28. Seven years of pro ball is an accomplishment in its self, and now, even when struggling, I know how lucky I am to be healthy and still playing.

I’m searching for why I play and what my motivation is. I think it’s easy to get flustered and wonder why I’m doing any of this when the ball is flying over the fence. It is like in Mystery Men when the Invisible Boy can only be invisible when nobody is looking. The harder I look the harder it will be to find and to me the natural progression has to happen. I can’t force it.

With all that being said, I go to the field each day looking forward to mingling and the process of each day. I’m in AAA! One step away. I don’t play GM and see who is going up down or who controls the roster. I am at peace with whatever the organization decides.

In other news they added two more series to the AAA season and we finish on October 3 now. The regular season best record for the league is crowned the champion because playoffs were not added. As of this post we have the best record in our league and I wouldn’t mind getting a ring for winning the most games. Also we had an MLB rehab in Sacramento so we got nice steaks on the last day of series.

In AAA the teams do not bus unless it is close. The trip to Sacramento was a two hour bus ride, but from there we went to Tacoma, WA. That means we are on the early flight out of Sacramento abs my 4:30 am alarm spooked me. I felt like a cool kid though on my first flight as a professional. The process of packing the bag on the last day of the road trip, and then being told not to worry about the bag, and having the bag magically appear in my locker was awesome. I thought we’d all be dragging the AZ duffle bags around but they ship them rather than take them on the plane. What is crazy to think is that normally we would play the same day but the built in off day helps.

It is onto Tacoma and when my name is called I will do my best. This level is about results and winning not the amount of effort put in. With that being said I’m looking forward to Fourth of July at the ballpark. It will be a fun environment and I look forward to updating everyone on the next series.

Thanks again for following along, this blog has been great for processing and reflecting and sharing my story.